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I know I've had more dreams than this but I just didn't feel like writing. Last night I had a dream that Alice Cullen from the Twilight saga was my friend and Victoria was going to kill me so I turned myself into a vampire by drinking Alice's blood. Then three large wolves were coming after me so I grabbed them by the neck one at a time and twisted it. I could feel every bone in their bodies crushing under my hands. Then I realized I was an extra in a movie and was tied to ropes and being hoisted in the air. I was confused as my role and didn't know if I was supposed to be a vampire or the person I was being hoisted towards was supposed to be a vampire attacking me. Needless to say, the location and actions of the events seemed very real and it was a lot of fun.
Before that we were at some type of reunion. All of my family was there. My ex husband, a few of his friends and family were there too. He made a comment towards me and my ex brother in law, Chris, went over to say something to him but instead punched him so hard in the gut that he fell over and was knocked out cold. Then everyone who knew my ex aside from his friends started applauding and cheering, even people in his family.
I felt an overwhelming sense of glee that he finally got something he deserved.
I remember other bits and pieces but not enough for them to matter.
I had a movie like dream. I was watching myself. There were demons in the showers of a beach house unless you write a prayer with your finger in the condensation on the door. "God does not want you here.... something else.... love ya <3 :) "
My grandfather was there. He died in April and has been in a few of my dreams since.
There was also an ocean, beach and small sailboat.
Running away, office building, windows, muddy basement....
Last night I had a strange dream. I'm not sure where I was. It seemed like some sort of wedding party for a girl on Myspace named Kacie. Her family was taking pictures of her and everyone was happy and it was fun and laid back. Her mother then informed me that my birthday is coming up and she wanted to throw a party for me. Apparently she was really good at parties. I have never had a birthday party so I was apprehensive. A few moments later, I was up in a huge tree house like thing. It was much larger than a tree house but since it was in a tree, that's what I will call it. On the ground below there were several sheep-like cows. They looked like young cows, only they had wavy hair and were very mean. We all decided to get down from the tree house and go to the main house but some of the cows would chase you as you got down. At one point, one of the sheep cows jumped up into the tree house. It was black and had blood coming out of its head and mouth. I had to grab a broom and knock it back out of the tree. At one point, Bella was running on the ground towards the treehouse and she didn't know about the mean cows, so I had to run down and grab her before she got trampled to death.
It was quite an odd dream for me.
I was in a house that had once been on fire. I was running away from a friend of my ex husband. She was chasing me for an unknown reason. I wasn't scared of her... it was more like I was laughing at the fact that she couldn't catch me. It was a game of cat and mouse and everytime she would turn a corner, I would be gone. I came to the top floor of the house and everything was charred. The floors were slanting and things were falling apart. I knew I had to get out of there soon so I climbed on the roof and jumped down.
I don't remember much of this dream. Cameron and I were in the mall parking lot and we saw two guys walking around suspiciously. They kept looking at us and then each other and we knew they had plans on doing something bad. Cameron told me to run towards the mall so I did. He just stood there and one of the guys took off chasing me. I think I ended up stabbing him in the chest with his own knife. When I came back to get Cameron, the other guy was standing over him. He had beheaded him and nacho cheese and blood was coming out of his head. So I cut the man in half and watched his cheesey blood spill out onto the concrete.
Last night I dreamt that I was in a house looking out the window at the neighbors who were sitting under a tree. They were both wearing white shirts. The man was playing acoustic guitar and the woman was singing. Then I changed the channel to see that it was a live broadcast of them auditioning for American Idol. I told my sister, who was sitting next to me. We thought it was really neat because our house was on tv in the background and we knew we were sitting right behind the window watching them as their cameras were watching "us."
Then I got inside of our minivan and my dad was there and he pushed the van so it was swaying side to side and I kept telling him to stop because it was making me sick. My grandmother then showed up and was on the live American Idol auditions talking about this couple... but she asked me if we had anything she could drink in the house. I said, "Dr.Pepper" and she looked at me like I was insane. So then I told he we had some apple juice.
The next dream was more of a nightmare. For some reason I was walking outside in a dark city looking for something... I wasn't sure what until I went into a specific store. The store was full of candles, incense, spell books, potions and things like that. There was also a woman in there who was trying to help me find what I needed. She asked me some questions about my sex life and tried to help me with my issues. Then I saw two men get out of a truck with guns so I ran and hid underneath the stairs in the front of the building. There was a young girl with me. The men weren't alone... they had a couple of other women and a few other me with them and went into the shop and shot some people and stole some things. One of the men heard the girl under the stairs with me and shot her in the head. I stayed calm and tried not to show much emotion. I proceeded to tell the man not to shoot me because I was feeling frisky and wanted to have one last sexual encounter before my death. Strange, I know.
The guy agreed to take me along with him and his crew. He found me to be amusing and a breath of fresh air. We rode to his house where there was a big party going on. They acted as if nothing had happened and no one had been killed. The guy told me he wasn't going to kill me and he gave me five pills to take and a beer. I asked what the pill were and he told me it was Ephedrine but I knew it was ectasy. I said I needed to pee first and he told me to put on some lip gloss when I was done. I threw some of the pills down the sink and took half of one of them because I was afraid he would be too suspicious if I didn't. I ended up making out with a girl at the house and then I realized I had gum in my mouth so I kept trying to pull the sticky gum off of my teeth. I kept pulling the gum out and throwing it on the floor.
I've had dreams like this before with the gum... maybe someday I'll figure out what that means.
I have decided to make a dream journal. I've always found dreams to be very interesting. Since I was young I have had many recurring dreams and even lucid dreams. I don't think people have dreams that mean nothing so I'm going to keep track of my dreams from now on and see if I can learn more about myself.
Dream #1:
Last night I dreamt that I was trying to tell my ex husband how bad he hurt me by taking the boys from me. He kept telling me that it wasn't him; it was his aunt. I was asking him questions and crying hysterically and the only time I've ever felt that way was the day I found out another girl was living at "our" house and had moved her stuff into our room. It was a moment of panic and confusion... I felt like I was dying. I couldn't breath and I was actually turning blue. My arms and hands went completely numb and stiff. This dream just made me remember all the hurt he caused me and all the questions that were never answered. He was telling me at least I get to see the boys twice a month. I was just baffled he would say that to me because he has the boys every day aside from every first, third and fifth weekends of the month.
I was heart broken and trying to hit him in my dream and make him understand the hurt he has caused me. Then he grabbed both of my arms and held them down and I kept bawling my eyes out. The feelings I was having then transferred into him through his hands holding onto my arms. He suddenly started crying and telling me that he could finally feel how I felt and he wanted to change it. He actually felt guilt for what he had done to me.
I only wish he could really feel that way in real life.
I then had a second dream that I was looking in a large dictionary called a "wikipedia." When I flipped it over it said "WATCHTOWER" in big gold letters. I asked a girl where it came from and she told me it was her father's. Then she proceeded to go to a book shelf and pulled out a book she called"The Jehovah" it was just a regular bible though and didn't say Jehovah on it.
I often think that dreams are signs of the future, health or some form of therapy for your emotional well-being. Maybe last nights dream was my mind's way of trying to help me cope with what happened to me almost four years ago with my ex husband... and maybe there was also a spiritual sign from God trying to guide me along the way.
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